today's reset

The PP hormones are waging war with my heart. I love this baby beyond words, and yet there are these awful late-night moments when I just think I want my life back, I didn't sign up for this. And I cry. Big hard to breathe tears. I lay back down and stare at his sleeping face. It's better.

Then there are sad grumpy full of tears days that absolutely break my heart because I can't fix it.

I check out, walk away for 30 seconds and collect myself. Time for a reset on our Monday afternoon:

Took a walk.

Ate some pasta and a cupcake.

Better. 

He is still snuggled up, sweaty and sleepy against me. Absolute love.